Friday, March 22, 2013

True Freedom




* Deny yourself?
* Give up control?
* Take up your cross?
* Embrace suffering?
* Follow who?
* To save your life you must lose it?
* What would I trade my soul for?

Tough questions in what are some of the most impactful verses we've come across as of yet. Absolutely life-changing and challenging, as well as life-affirming and inspiring.

With the five verses in this section, I've chosen to include two translations for your reading pleasure from the New Revised Standard Version and The Message. Why? Because one of these versions may touch your heart and/or mind in a way that the other may not.

In listening to both translations, some first impressions by members of the study group follow:
* Norma (referring to the NRSV) -- "Why do I have to die? That's what I asked myself when I was younger. Losing (verse 35) meant dying. I still find this version troubling."
* Joe (in general) -- "This is a very blunt, honest delivery made by Jesus. You are challenged to do what he says in this world and not want for the next."
* Marc -- "When sharing this, Jesus was focused on his disciples. And what needed to happen to be a disciple."
* Pedro -- (also referring to the NRSV) -- "At 22 years-old, it was impossible for me (deny myself, take up my cross). How do I die? Later in life, I realized I receive grace. I need the Spirit to help me, to follow Jesus. Without the Spirit, I can't follow."

We have an advantage at this point in the gospel. We know how the story ends -- the death and resurrection of Jesus (as Jesus shared previously to his disciples). But that ending is incomprehensible to the disciples and will certainly be to anyone else. With this knowledge, separate it -- to be in the moment -- right there with Jesus and these people who want to follow him. Let that flavor your thinking as we move forward.

Deny Yourself
To deny yourself, that can be a really difficult task. That is saying "no" to what I want and "yes" to what Christ wants. Those can be two totally opposing views; a huge struggle can ensue. And what exactly does Christ want? That takes prayer and intentional thought; that takes being open to God; that takes allowing the Spirit to lead us. Who has time for that?!? Maybe that's what Christ wants. Hmmm.

Jesus is in the Driver's Seat
In these verses, does Jesus ask his followers to guide or protect him? Nope. He tells them if they'll follow him, he'll lead. The mark of a great leader is one who asks nothing of us that he himself isn't willing to face.

The Cross
The NRSV uses "the cross" but The Message skips it entirely. I can understand why. Does "the cross" really mean anything relevant or meaningful to anyone today? Nevertheless, "the cross" meant something -- terrifyingly so -- to those over 2,000 years ago. "The cross" related to Rome and what was a gut-wrenchingly daily occurrence (crucifixion) from the oppressor. Walking along the road, observers saw what "the cross" meant -- humiliation and excruciating death. They couldn't miss it; they couldn't avoid it.

Saving versus Losing
Jesus brings up the subject of saving versus losing, and what it means in the grand scheme of life eternal versus life temporary.

At this juncture, Brenda * made us ponder a great point. How many self-help books do you see in a bookstore -- the one in your neighborhood or the virtual one on the internet? As she said, "A plethora." Now,… how many books do we see on self-sacrifice?

Gene * shared, 'It's so easy to get caught up in the "me." Do I drive the right car? Am I wearing the right clothes? Am I being seen with the right people?" To which Norma * replied, "We shouldn't make these things primary in our life." To which I'm sure we might all agree. But… how often do we do it? How easy is it to get caught up in the "me" as Gene stated? Very easy, especially here in Hollywood.

Yet it's never enough. Never, ever, ever enough. One can spend their entire life spinning their wheels -- successful or not -- in the pursuit of Position, Power and Possession. How many times have you found the pursuit of the 3 P's to eventually be hollow and empty? How many times have you found ultimate, lasting satisfaction in any of the 3 P's?

If "saving your life" seems too extreme for you, then try this. Substitute different words in place of "life." How about time,… money,… energy,… love,…? Doing this may cause a shift in how you perceive Jesus' words. Personally, I find the use of "love" extremely powerful.

Forfeit/Gain
Jesus follows-up with… forfeiting our lives just to gain the whole world. Consider these questions:
* If we put little to no effort into thinking of others and their needs, what does that say about us?
* What does that say about our life?
* Is it a life worth living?
* Who am I saving by living?

As Brenda * honed in on this verse, she said, 'How provocative this is! "What good would it do to get everything you want and lose you, the real you? What could you ever trade your soul for?" What Jesus is sharing is the real "Silver Linings Playbook."'

Adulterous/Sinful Generation
With verse 38, Jesus mentions "this adulterous and sinful generation." "Adultery, as in the Hebrew Bible, is a stand-in for sin generally, especially the sin of idolatry." [i] With these words, where were Jesus and the crowd? In the most idolatrous of places -- the Sanctuary of Pan. Point made!

In closing this post, these five verses and the impact of what Jesus shared have reverberated throughout centuries. How so? Because of the courage and wherewithal of Jesus and those who followed him, because of what he told those around him in this moment at the foot of Mount Hermon, the Good News continued and continues. Those who had power wanted to crush Jesus. If he were eliminated, they thought the same would hold true for his ministry; thereby retaining their own power.

Who would believe there would be a future for the Good News with the death of Jesus?

Here's my challenge to you as we approach Holy Week. Intentionally set aside time to reflect and meditate on sections of each of these verses. For example of sections:
* "If any want to become my followers"
* "Let them deny themselves"
* "Take up their cross"
* "You're not in the driver's seat; I am."
* "Don't run from suffering; embrace it."

You may truly be surprised by doing this. See what happens. See what happens not only for yourself but for others.

NEXT
Let's stay in the clouds!


[i] Jewish Annotated New Testament, p. 78

* Member of the Study Group

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